Out of my mind

GUYS!!! this might be very depressing for some of ya maybe all of ya but I'm sorry I was depressed for a little and felt bad so I wrote it on the paper; but I'm WAY better now I'm not depressed anymore :)

~ Out of my mind ~

I wish I had no feelings
I wish if I was bad
Cuz sensation is what makes us upset
And that's what I believe in
I wish if my tears can dry
I wish if my eyes can't cry
I wish to let my heart go
I won't even give him a goodbye
Why the good ones always suffer?!
And the bad once having what is better?!
Why if I'm successful there's sth that I have to loose?!
Though that there r others that have it all???
Family & success…is it too much what I'm asking for?!
But in the end I always say:
"maybe tomorrow will be better than today"
I'm not protesting…it's just that I'm not feeling fine
Too much misery and pain….that make me out of my mind

Mirna E.M

A better life for me

They told me she's gone……but I don't agree
I'm becoming gradually alone….oh poor me :'(
She was my oldest sister…a main part of my life
But she left me and go….I'm half alive
It's not the first time for me…to end up with a broken heart
But this time I was deeply hurt…this one was very hard
Bcuz I respected her with my heart…..and soul
And she was giving me…all what I asked her for
But this is the end of the tale…my sis is gone
I still hear her voice…and how she was always making some noise
I remember telling her…..my secrets
And how she deeply….she keeps 'em

I remember her beauty….and soul
I can't forget her…..at all
I can't forget what she has done…& can't forgive her on what she did
But my deadly loneliness…..when will it end?!

All what I need right now….is a family
People who really care….and love me
Am I asking too much?!
Is everybody right now so hursh?!
That's why I keep sticking to my dreams
Cuz I'm in so much misery…so all what I dream for
Is love and care….success and joy for real
All what I want is….a better life for me