Big pain

I'm feeling a very big pain inside me, I just don't know what's next ot how I'll be but I'm sad...deadly sad :(

Big pain

It's a very big pain that won't be healed

I just can't earse that memory I'm not a machine

Shout, Yell, Curses and hit

It was really a great battle

I've tried but I couldn't stop it

I don't know what's the matter

The winter suddenly came

and it started badly to rain

and every time I close my eyes

I remember the pain

The warmth now is freezing

My heart is painfully bleeding

All the bad memories came again

I'm lost and without a plain

For me this is the end of the world

I'm a lost wounded girl

The situation is unbelievable

And next is unpredictable

It's a very big pain that won't be healed

Mirna El Mahedee

I'll forget

Whenever you're hurt, rise up again and throw it behind your back!!

I'll forget it!!

I'm wounded deeply

What did u do to me?

I don't know what to do

I'm lost without you

now life is harsh

darkness without a torche

I just wanted to be free

But u couldn't get me

So now it's time to go

I have to forget yo

I won't regret saying goodbye

But maybe in the beginning I'll cry

I'll just throw it behind my back

The cut will heal and that's a fact

Maybe after a month or after a year

I'll forget and I'll be okay

Trust me I'll forget how I used to feel

I'll forget every single day

Mirna El Mahedee

The real life

This is something that I wrote when I was very mad X(

The real life

I'm a famous gorgeous girl…..loved from everyone

I sing, enjoy and dance……...I laugh and I run

Once I'm exhausted….people gives me a break

I love all of my faithful friends…and none of them is fake

My family is understanding and calm…we
never had a fight

I go to fancy parties with expensive
dresses…I'm always bright

Hahaha, weak up princess it's just a
dream…none of that is right

Life isn't that pink…it's so very tough

Don't pretend to be happy… I don't
believe that stuff

Friends aren't faithful….Love isn't
true

And people are always confused…they
don't know what to do

Money, fame, success….nothing comes for
free

Joy, freedom, relief….r costly believe
me

Just don't lie to yourself…and admit itho…doesn't deserve

Don't be sad and don't cry…don't loose
your nerves

Don't trust anyone…just believe in you

And don't let anyone control…what you
like to do

Free yourself…from soul slavery and
control

Forget about everybody...and release
your soul

No one owns you…no not at all