The new me!

"some time when I feel so bad; I just take my pen and express all the anger and the sadness that I have in my notebook.
but after that I just calm down and laugh for being that mad.
here's once when I was mad take a look and see what I've wrote"

The new me

My bff aren't… even my f
My lover isn't…..mine
I'm going to….lose my mind
I just want to know… who I've to blame
The world my friends…or the way I'm using my brain
I was nice…and never hurt anyone
But the truth is…who hurts has won
Should I be cold……should I be mean
Should I hurt u…like u hurt me
Should I forgive u…and be the real me
No forget it….because girls like me
In this world……will never be happy
I hate her way…..teasing me
I hater when…she's censuring me
What's really……happening to me
Why is everything changed…and became against me
God please help me….I don't know what's going on
I'm feeling sad and lonely…even in my own home
Forget the old me…from now on I'll be silent and cold
I'll be like anyone….living in that dame world