I remember

"This is a moment that I expect that it'll happen one day; because I wasn't lucky and I didn't have the perfect father; so if u have one please respect him, because having a great parent is a gift; so don't wast it :)"

I remember….

I've just done signing my novel……….to my kind sweet fans
I was happy for being famous…….but suddenly I saw a man
His face was too familiar…… I'm sure that I saw him before
We were staring at each other….but I can't remember him at all
He told me with a hopeful smile…sweetie don't u remember me
I said I think that I know u………...but I can't remember really
He said with the same smile…..don't you remember your dad
My smile shrieked when I was saying…how I can forget that
I remember your scary tone…...in the middle of the night
I remember me regretting…..for having such a dad
I remember the grim…….and being always upset
I remember the broken couch…..I remember the spots on the wall
How can I forget……what's unforgettable
Don't tell me forgive me…because I'm not tolerant
The pain that you caused in my heart…is totally permanent
Giving you another chance…is totally insane
It's like standing on a wheel…& prays to not be heading by a train
Why I'm wasting my time talking…when you'll never hear
I always needed u beside me….but you weren't here
I can forget the fear….I can erase my tear
But I'll always remember….the pity that u made me see
I remember that you….killed my dream
But just look now who u r…u are nobody and I'm the star



Mirna EL Mahedee