Thank god

" girl like me saw a lot of things in her life; and many kind of people with different attitudes; but god has always protect me from any wrong idea and from any evil.
So for that I wrote that poem gratefully thanking him for everything he had ever done to me.
And you too must think about what could happen to you even god wasn't there with you"

Thank god

I want to thank god….that I'm alive
I want to thank god….for having a mum & aunt like mine
I want to thank god…for mum and dad's separation
& I want to thank him for…giving me a lot of creation
Thank god for…being me
Thank god for helping me…thinking who I'm goanna be
Thank god for having….a slim smooth body
Thank god for being loved……from everybody
Thank god for giving me…dreams hope and faith
Thank god for giving me…a lot of strength to face
My pain and fears….and finding someone to erase my tears
I want to thank god for….every sad mad minute
It'd created my personality…I admit it
And finally I want to say….got thank you for
Seeing love hate happiness and sadness…and getting through
Every trouble….and believing in destiny which is inevitable
Thank you god…really thank you

Mirna El Mahedee

The new me!

"some time when I feel so bad; I just take my pen and express all the anger and the sadness that I have in my notebook.
but after that I just calm down and laugh for being that mad.
here's once when I was mad take a look and see what I've wrote"

The new me

My bff aren't… even my f
My lover isn't…..mine
I'm going to….lose my mind
I just want to know… who I've to blame
The world my friends…or the way I'm using my brain
I was nice…and never hurt anyone
But the truth is…who hurts has won
Should I be cold……should I be mean
Should I hurt u…like u hurt me
Should I forgive u…and be the real me
No forget it….because girls like me
In this world……will never be happy
I hate her way…..teasing me
I hater when…she's censuring me
What's really……happening to me
Why is everything changed…and became against me
God please help me….I don't know what's going on
I'm feeling sad and lonely…even in my own home
Forget the old me…from now on I'll be silent and cold
I'll be like anyone….living in that dame world

I remember

"This is a moment that I expect that it'll happen one day; because I wasn't lucky and I didn't have the perfect father; so if u have one please respect him, because having a great parent is a gift; so don't wast it :)"

I remember….

I've just done signing my novel……….to my kind sweet fans
I was happy for being famous…….but suddenly I saw a man
His face was too familiar…… I'm sure that I saw him before
We were staring at each other….but I can't remember him at all
He told me with a hopeful smile…sweetie don't u remember me
I said I think that I know u………...but I can't remember really
He said with the same smile…..don't you remember your dad
My smile shrieked when I was saying…how I can forget that
I remember your scary tone…...in the middle of the night
I remember me regretting…..for having such a dad
I remember the grim…….and being always upset
I remember the broken couch…..I remember the spots on the wall
How can I forget……what's unforgettable
Don't tell me forgive me…because I'm not tolerant
The pain that you caused in my heart…is totally permanent
Giving you another chance…is totally insane
It's like standing on a wheel…& prays to not be heading by a train
Why I'm wasting my time talking…when you'll never hear
I always needed u beside me….but you weren't here
I can forget the fear….I can erase my tear
But I'll always remember….the pity that u made me see
I remember that you….killed my dream
But just look now who u r…u are nobody and I'm the star



Mirna EL Mahedee